feel so fuckin’ sick. out of my mind. i just want to lie down and never wake up. yes…it’s THAT bad. no matter what I do even if I smile or laugh so that people won’t notice it’s still there like…an ominous cloud creeping from the horizon…and it dampens my spirit. optimist belle is out for the day..for the week…for the month…and maybe just maybe for the rest of her goddamned natural life.
“It’s really hard to walk in a single woman’s shoes — that’s why you sometimes need really special shoes!” (Carrie, SATC)