“A hurting heart is a loving heart. Don’t hold back on love just because you’ve been hurt before; what matters is that you have loved well. You will one day get the love that you truly deserve”
optimist belle. that was what i was called. i never thought of myself as an optimist until someone described me as such. am I really? maybe I am. maybe I’m not.
I always thought, though, that I wasn’t. I wonder what made him say that. Is it because of despite my bad experience with men that I still would want to venture to that love dating thing? Is it because despite of the bad things that have happened to me in life that I am able to see the silver lining in the darkest of clouds? Or is it because despite of everything, I still have faith that one of these days I’ll be happy?
Oh well…then maybe I am. jeezuz! I wasn’t one before but I guess that’s what one becomes when one has seen the darkest of nights and the lowest of lows.
“I will be your accident if you will be my ambulance.”
so fine call me optimist Belle. I’ll be a ray of light in the darkest of days. I’ll be the silver lining in the darkest and heaviest of clouds that hover above your life. I’ll be the ice cream in your spaketchup party. I’ll be the alcohol that’ll disinfect your infected life. I’ll be the song that’ll be your LSS. I’ll be the yosi you need to smoke when you feel tensed and overwhelmed by all the negativity that surrounds you. I’ll be the wind that’ll cool your warm face on a hot day. I’ll be the falling star that you can wish on on a starless night. I’ll be shore that you are longing to see when your tired body needs a place to rest. I’ll be the extra banana in your lunch box. I’ll be the shades of your eyes when the sun is shining so bright. I’ll be the ambulance of your life and maybe…never mind…
“Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts.” Charles Dickens
Because I know that Tin wouldn’t watch a romantic movie with me and since I’m probably the only person left in Manila who hasn’t watched “Before Sunset” is there anyone who wants to watch this movie with me during my fabulous restdays (wednesday or thursday)? I know i’m such a loser..even my guy friends have all watched this movie..
P.S. I’m not gonna make libre oh-key!!!