broken, bleeding and laughing all at the same time

A friend was trying to set me up w his officemate-who he could only describe with “ok lang”…haaayyy sana lang this guy’s not gonna be as dumb as the last guy I went out with..remember the powerbooks incident?…hay sometimes tlaga MEN can be soooo stupid…anyways, I remeber telling my friend that I’m not looking for a boyfriend…I’m just dating…pahinga muna ako with all that love chorvalu…pahinga muna…

Worse Things in Life

A mother enters her daughter’s bedroom and sees a letter over the bed.

With the worst premonition, she reads it, with trembling hands: It is with great regret and sorrow that I’m telling you that I have eloped with my new boyfriend. I have found real passion and he is so nice with all his piercings and tattoos, and his big Harley motorcycle. But Its not only that mom, I’m pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy in his little trailer in the woods. He wants to have many More children with me and that’s one of my life long dreams. I’ve learned that marijuana doesn’t hurt anyone and he’ll be growing it for us and his friends, who are providing us with all the cocaine and Ecstasies we may want. In the mean time, we’ll pray for science to find the AIDS cure in order for Ahmed to get better, he deserves so Much. Don’t worry mom, I’m 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I will come visit so you can get to know your Grandchildren.

Your daughter,

Amanda

P.S..Mom, this is not true. I’m over at the neighbors house. I just wanted to show you that there are worse things in life than the schools report card that is in my desk drawer ………I love you.

—————–

I want: peace in my heart

I have: me myself and I

I wish: my heart never got broken

I hate: HIM

I miss: …him and my old self

I fear: being alone

I feel: HOT..mainit yung araw ;P

I hear: eVe

I crave: for Cibo’s La Foresta and chocolate

I search: for my life’s meaning & purpose & for my one true love

I wonder: when i’d be able to sleep peacefully and w/o interruption

I regret: falling in love

I love: ………………..

I ache: to be with someone…to feel someone’s arms around me shielding me from all the pain that life has brought

I long: to go back to hongkong!

I care: what other people say

I don’t always: fix my room

I am not: always sad

I believe: that tomorrow will be another day!

I dance: when no one is watching

I sing: in the banyo

I cry: for love lost

I always: make sure that i don’t hurt anyone

I fight: for what I believe is right

I write: to heal my wounds

I win: ….

I lose:

I listen:

I am happy: NOT!

I expect: nothing.

I am such a sissy…

For the gipper:

Patti Davis recounted Reagan’s last moments in her eulogy at the burial service. “I know that at his last moment, when he opened his eyes, eyes that had not opened for many, many days, and looked at my mother, he showed us that neither disease nor death can conquer love,” she said

***when will i find such kind of love…?***

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