Archive for November, 2004

Posted in Uncategorized on November 30, 2004 by hundun

“Deny the truth to avoid suffering.”

If you’re afraid of something what would you do? Do you confront the fear or run away?

I choose to run away. I usually have the Bahala-Na attitude with my fears but not this one. For this I choose to run. High tail it to the highest mountains if need be. Why? Because I’m scared what this feeling will do to me and to think that it may even be something that will do me good or something that I’ll like….

Are you scared of some rides in the amusement park. Say, for example, Anchor’s away or the space shuttle in Enchanted? I am. But scared shit as I am it doesn’t prevent me from thinking several times if I should go with my friends and brave it with them. It doesn’t prevent me from standing on the sidelines watching my friends shrieking their heart out and at the same time smiling from the thrill of the ride. I stand there hoping that at some point I’d be able to let go of my fear…at some point…but not yet

Posted in Uncategorized on November 29, 2004 by hundun

“Deny the truth to avoid suffering.”

If you’re afraid of something what would you do? Do you confront the fear or run away?

I choose to run away. I usually have the Bahala-Na attitude with my fears but not this one. For this I choose to run. High tail it to the highest mountains if need be. Why? Because I’m scared what this feeling will do to me and to think that it may even be something that will do me good or something that I’ll like….

Are you scared of some rides in the amusement park. Say, for example, Anchor’s away or the space shuttle in Enchanted? I am. But scared shit as I am it doesn’t prevent me from thinking several times if I should go with my friends and brave it with them. It doesn’t prevent me from standing on the sidelines watching my friends shrieking their heart out and at the same time smiling from the thrill of the ride. I stand there hoping that at some point I’d be able to let go of my fear…at some point…but not yet

Posted in Uncategorized on November 28, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2004 by hundun

what have I let myself into…….

Damaged

(TLC)

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes

Don’t always say, what’s on my mind

You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy

But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find

Or I might just set you up, to see if you?re all mine

I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through

Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that (I think you should know)

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

And I really really really want you

And I think I’m kinda scared

Cos I don’t want to lose you

If you really really really care

Then maybe you can hang through

I hope you understand

It?s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

My heart’s at a low

I’m so much to manage

I think you should know that

I’ve been damaged

I’m falling in love

There’s one disadvantage

I think you should

Posted in Uncategorized on November 26, 2004 by hundun



…and I’m about to run away. won’t you hold my hand to calm my fears before I let go of my second chance on love coz my fear is drowning me… (Adnileb)

Posted in Uncategorized on November 25, 2004 by hundun



…and I’m about to run away. won’t you hold my hand to calm my fears before I let go of my second chance on love coz my fear is drowning me… (Adnileb)