Sa wakas the stars pinned the dhon-keeee!

Here is your horoscopefor Wednesday, September 29:

If it smells good, feels good or makes you think that you’ll look better wearing it, you’ll gladly shell out lots of your hard-earned pesos to have it. Just don’t deplete the bank account.

did some shopping today when I went to megamall. i was planning to buy some “important” stuff lang sana but at the end of the day I wasn’t able to buy any of the items on my checklist. The only thing that I was able to cross out was the orientation that I went to which was for Hands on Manila…I get to start next week!!! yey! i get to teach kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Love isn’t fucked” she goes on, “It’s just the absence of it that is.”



I usually eat at some restaurant where you don’t have to line up and where one can linger to sawa instead i went to Mcdonald’s nalng. why? because I wanted to be anonymous…cue mysterious music here…in a restaurant you have to interact with the crew and sometimes with the other people eating in the same restaurant but in the land of sup-ah size me I can be as anonymous as an electric pole. I hate eating alone. may it be sa house or outside. even if i’m eating with someone tapos s/he finishes before I do, nawawalan agad ako ng gana. it’s an automatic thing for me. For me it’s lonely eating alone. You can’t savor the food when you’re eating alone because you’re trying to eat as fast as you can to be to get out of that resto so you don’t have to endure the kawawa-naman-sya-she’s-eating-alone stares. I like the chitchats in between mouthfuls. I like the feel of being happy because you’re getting stuffed. nothing beats kwentos over a good meal. yum!

Sa wakas the stars pinned the dhon-keeee!

Here is your horoscopefor Wednesday, September 29:

If it smells good, feels good or makes you think that you’ll look better wearing it, you’ll gladly shell out lots of your hard-earned pesos to have it. Just don’t deplete the bank account.

did some shopping today when I went to megamall. i was planning to buy some “important” stuff lang sana but at the end of the day I wasn’t able to buy any of the items on my checklist. The only thing that I was able to cross out was the orientation that I went to which was for Hands on Manila…I get to start next week!!! yey! i get to teach kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Love isn’t fucked” she goes on, “It’s just the absence of it that is.”



I usually eat at some restaurant where you don’t have to line up and where one can linger to sawa instead i went to Mcdonald’s nalng. why? because I wanted to be anonymous…cue mysterious music here…in a restaurant you have to interact with the crew and sometimes with the other people eating in the same restaurant but in the land of sup-ah size me I can be as anonymous as an electric pole. I hate eating alone. may it be sa house or outside. even if i’m eating with someone tapos s/he finishes before I do, nawawalan agad ako ng gana. it’s an automatic thing for me. For me it’s lonely eating alone. You can’t savor the food when you’re eating alone because you’re trying to eat as fast as you can to be to get out of that resto so you don’t have to endure the kawawa-naman-sya-she’s-eating-alone stares. I like the chitchats in between mouthfuls. I like the feel of being happy because you’re getting stuffed. nothing beats kwentos over a good meal. yum!

GAZZZZZZIIILLLIIOOONNNN thoughts:

a lot of people reacted to my smiley question…sya daw si saddy si frowny at meron pang sumagot with all seriousness: “ang name ni smiley na sad is Mr. Sady Smiley. Smiley yung last name nya.” Haaayyyy…***rolls eyes***

my reaction:

Sino sya? hint: hindi sya marunong mag scroll down

haven’t been blogging religiously…that’s how bored I am. Even if I have a lot of things to do sa office I still feel so bo-o-o-red! my mind doesn’t function correctly na din…wait..kelan nga ba sya nag function ng tama…gr! (with 1 R)

i had a thought…in the office, I’m the one in charge of doing our sales thingie report and i always include a sales motivational quote in the end for more motivation chicka to…pero what if i, one time lang, put a love quote? What will our manager say?

love quotes/messages:

If I get takot, would you hawak me tight? If I gawa something mali, would you make it right? If I build an apoy, would you bantay the flame? If I sabi I miss u, would you ramdam the same?

” i miss you so much it hurts”

“I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.”

HaLa! Just a thought…a thought that I am seriously toying with…

told you i was bored…and abner too

it’s 3am na and i’m still not asleep. how is that when my eyes were all red due to the constant yawning and i’m so sleepy rubbing my eyes thingie when I was at work and here I am at home still awake?

i’m trying to change my template but a quarter way to it I realize that that is so insane…i’m tamad. i don’t wanna tire myself out. unfortunately, this is one of those things that my yaya can’t do for me…mommy?

i’m going back to my usual self…due to my crummy rest days (wednesday and thursdy) the mall is the gimik place to be for me! Do i sense a hand forming the letter L there? But at least I get to watch old Sharon Movies in the afternoon…little joys

Later i’m going to this seminar with Hands on Manila. It’s volunteer group. One things to do off my list. cchheeccckk!

At a talk show after her break-up with Derek Dee, Melanie was asked if she had some words for Derek’s mother (whom she partly blamed for the separation). “Oo nga,” said Melanie, “pero i-English-in ko para maintindihan niya.” She looked into the camera and, with the peremptoriness of royalty, said, “And to you, Mrs. Dee, I have two words for you. Ang labo mo!”

GAZZZZZZIIILLLIIOOONNNN thoughts:

a lot of people reacted to my smiley question…sya daw si saddy si frowny at meron pang sumagot with all seriousness: “ang name ni smiley na sad is Mr. Sady Smiley. Smiley yung last name nya.” Haaayyyy…***rolls eyes***

my reaction:

Sino sya? hint: hindi sya marunong mag scroll down

haven’t been blogging religiously…that’s how bored I am. Even if I have a lot of things to do sa office I still feel so bo-o-o-red! my mind doesn’t function correctly na din…wait..kelan nga ba sya nag function ng tama…gr! (with 1 R)

i had a thought…in the office, I’m the one in charge of doing our sales thingie report and i always include a sales motivational quote in the end for more motivation chicka to…pero what if i, one time lang, put a love quote? What will our manager say?

love quotes/messages:

If I get takot, would you hawak me tight? If I gawa something mali, would you make it right? If I build an apoy, would you bantay the flame? If I sabi I miss u, would you ramdam the same?

” i miss you so much it hurts”

“I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.”

HaLa! Just a thought…a thought that I am seriously toying with…

told you i was bored…and abner too

it’s 3am na and i’m still not asleep. how is that when my eyes were all red due to the constant yawning and i’m so sleepy rubbing my eyes thingie when I was at work and here I am at home still awake?

i’m trying to change my template but a quarter way to it I realize that that is so insane…i’m tamad. i don’t wanna tire myself out. unfortunately, this is one of those things that my yaya can’t do for me…mommy?

i’m going back to my usual self…due to my crummy rest days (wednesday and thursdy) the mall is the gimik place to be for me! Do i sense a hand forming the letter L there? But at least I get to watch old Sharon Movies in the afternoon…little joys

Later i’m going to this seminar with Hands on Manila. It’s volunteer group. One things to do off my list. cchheeccckk!

At a talk show after her break-up with Derek Dee, Melanie was asked if she had some words for Derek’s mother (whom she partly blamed for the separation). “Oo nga,” said Melanie, “pero i-English-in ko para maintindihan niya.” She looked into the camera and, with the peremptoriness of royalty, said, “And to you, Mrs. Dee, I have two words for you. Ang labo mo!”

sundays in Makati



i luurrrvvv Makati on sundays. less vehicles less people. sarap. peace and quiet. plus the fact that Makati has sidewalks!



“Everywhere I looked, people were standing in twos

– it was like Noah’s Upper West Side rent-controlled Ark.”

(Carrie,SATC)



why is that people always think that you’re with someone wherever you go? Go to a resto and the maitre’d wll ask you: Table for 2? Even the servings are good for 2 persons! pak the shet! I’m alone ohh–kkeeeyyyy!



question: pag sad na si smiley? ano na tawag sa kanya? seryosong tanong yan a! pramis!

sundays in Makati



i luurrrvvv Makati on sundays. less vehicles less people. sarap. peace and quiet. plus the fact that Makati has sidewalks!



“Everywhere I looked, people were standing in twos

– it was like Noah’s Upper West Side rent-controlled Ark.”

(Carrie,SATC)



why is that people always think that you’re with someone wherever you go? Go to a resto and the maitre’d wll ask you: Table for 2? Even the servings are good for 2 persons! pak the shet! I’m alone ohh–kkeeeyyyy!



question: pag sad na si smiley? ano na tawag sa kanya? seryosong tanong yan a! pramis!

7am! 7am! (#U$#U%%*#($#$@# punyeta! pwede ba kumuha nalang kayo ng basura at wag na kayong magbulabog ng mga taong gustong matulog pag umaga! fuck it. 10 minutes. pabagalan portion…o fine ayan malayo na..sleep ulet….9am…yaya wakes me up…ang aga naman ya! …sabe mo 9am ka gisingin..a ganun ba..sige 5 minutes…ya, 5 minutes na ba yun…o fine gumising na at tumayo…kailangan pa natin makita si kraazziiee maglaro…late for the 10am bball game. OMG! si nick! my other crush…fuck…ay si krazzie naglalaro din pala..whatta morning!we won. what else is new..naks!yabang…o red box na…o last song nalang i’ll go to work na…neeexxtt!…’Di ba sa simula sinabi mong walang matitiyak ….moon river wider than a mile i’m crossing you in style someday….May isang umagang `di mo hahagkan Ang mata kong `di ka magigisnan Turuan mong ako’y h’wag masaktan Kahit ako para sa `yo Ay `sang hiram At hindi dapat magdamdam….o what! ang squatter no? baket ba! hehehe…o basta next time pag wala akong pasok tara let’s ulet!

bored…yes…definitely bored…yes…

o yeah one more kwento…this time its nakakaasar but you just hafta smile kwento…there’s this girl who asked me the other day if i really could see or speak to “those we cannot see” (for more mysteriosu effect”…

me: huh? why’d you ask

girl: e kse..yada yada yada yada…..

me: uh…ok lang…

girl: di nga totoo?

me: (inside my mind) lord give me strength!

me: (talking to girl) and? what do you want me to do

girl: baka lang masabe mo sa akin kung bakit ganun

me: (inside my shrinking head) mukha ba ako si jojo acuin or rene mariano

me: (talking to girl) just dont mind it. im sure it nothin

today:

girl: (passed by my table) o mamaya a pag meron tawagin kita

me: ***fake smile*** (talking to my head) ANO BASH! hindi ako spirit questor! hindi ako si madam auring…fuck it….i see braindead people!

7am! 7am! (#U$#U%%*#($#$@# punyeta! pwede ba kumuha nalang kayo ng basura at wag na kayong magbulabog ng mga taong gustong matulog pag umaga! fuck it. 10 minutes. pabagalan portion…o fine ayan malayo na..sleep ulet….9am…yaya wakes me up…ang aga naman ya! …sabe mo 9am ka gisingin..a ganun ba..sige 5 minutes…ya, 5 minutes na ba yun…o fine gumising na at tumayo…kailangan pa natin makita si kraazziiee maglaro…late for the 10am bball game. OMG! si nick! my other crush…fuck…ay si krazzie naglalaro din pala..whatta morning!we won. what else is new..naks!yabang…o red box na…o last song nalang i’ll go to work na…neeexxtt!…’Di ba sa simula sinabi mong walang matitiyak ….moon river wider than a mile i’m crossing you in style someday….May isang umagang `di mo hahagkan Ang mata kong `di ka magigisnan Turuan mong ako’y h’wag masaktan Kahit ako para sa `yo Ay `sang hiram At hindi dapat magdamdam….o what! ang squatter no? baket ba! hehehe…o basta next time pag wala akong pasok tara let’s ulet!

bored…yes…definitely bored…yes…

o yeah one more kwento…this time its nakakaasar but you just hafta smile kwento…there’s this girl who asked me the other day if i really could see or speak to “those we cannot see” (for more mysteriosu effect”…

me: huh? why’d you ask

girl: e kse..yada yada yada yada…..

me: uh…ok lang…

girl: di nga totoo?

me: (inside my mind) lord give me strength!

me: (talking to girl) and? what do you want me to do

girl: baka lang masabe mo sa akin kung bakit ganun

me: (inside my shrinking head) mukha ba ako si jojo acuin or rene mariano

me: (talking to girl) just dont mind it. im sure it nothin

today:

girl: (passed by my table) o mamaya a pag meron tawagin kita

me: ***fake smile*** (talking to my head) ANO BASH! hindi ako spirit questor! hindi ako si madam auring…fuck it….i see braindead people!

7am! 7am! (#U$#U%%*#($#$@# punyeta! pwede ba kumuha nalang kayo ng basura at wag na kayong magbulabog ng mga taong gustong matulog pag umaga! fuck it. 10 minutes. pabagalan portion…o fine ayan malayo na..sleep ulet….9am…yaya wakes me up…ang aga naman ya! …sabe mo 9am ka gisingin..a ganun ba..sige 5 minutes…ya, 5 minutes na ba yun…o fine gumising na at tumayo…kailangan pa natin makita si kraazziiee maglaro…late for the 10am bball game. OMG! si nick! my other crush…fuck…ay si krazzie naglalaro din pala..whatta morning!we won. what else is new..naks!yabang…o red box na…o last song nalang i’ll go to work na…neeexxtt!…’Di ba sa simula sinabi mong walang matitiyak ….moon river wider than a mile i’m crossing you in style someday….May isang umagang `di mo hahagkan Ang mata kong `di ka magigisnan Turuan mong ako’y h’wag masaktan Kahit ako para sa `yo Ay `sang hiram At hindi dapat magdamdam….o what! ang squatter no? baket ba! hehehe…o basta next time pag wala akong pasok tara let’s ulet!

bored…yes…definitely bored…yes…

o yeah one more kwento…this time its nakakaasar but you just hafta smile kwento…there’s this girl who asked me the other day if i really could see or speak to “those we cannot see” (for more mysteriosu effect”…

me: huh? why’d you ask

girl: e kse..yada yada yada yada…..

me: uh…ok lang…

girl: di nga totoo?

me: (inside my mind) lord give me strength!

me: (talking to girl) and? what do you want me to do

girl: baka lang masabe mo sa akin kung bakit ganun

me: (inside my shrinking head) mukha ba ako si jojo acuin or rene mariano

me: (talking to girl) just dont mind it. im sure it nothin

today:

girl: (passed by my table) o mamaya a pag meron tawagin kita

me: ***fake smile*** (talking to my head) ANO BASH! hindi ako spirit questor! hindi ako si madam auring…fuck it….i see braindead people!

“How long must my patience be tested before it is rewarded.”

The waiting game…

it is a bit tricky, my dears. you dont’ not know if you are to sit or stand or to wait or to give it up or…but what are you to do…what are you to say…you are never given any choices that you can just pick like in a multiple choice test…it is, as always like a wrong minus right exam…you answer or you don’t. The waiting game is not an exam or a test…it is not a game of monopoly where you can get a get out of jail card…sometimes, in life, there are no second chances…sometimes in life there are simply no right or wrong answers…sometimes in life there are no multiple choices…sometimes in life there are simply no turning the hands of the time back…sometimes A man does what he can until his destiny is revealed to him and you just have to rely on your self to make the best answer…

SMILE (Though Your Heart Is Breaking)

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it’s breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You’ll get by…

If you smile

With your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just…

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That’s the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what’s the use of crying

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just…

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it’s breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You’ll get by…

If you smile

Through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile…

That’s the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what’s the use of crying

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile