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according to www.kabalarians.com:

Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone’s feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.

Health Weaknesses

This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.

For my second name:

As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.

Health Weaknesses

This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.

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according to www.kabalarians.com:

Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone’s feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.

Health Weaknesses

This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.

For my second name:

As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.

Health Weaknesses

This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.

i’m back! Just got back from a 3 day rest day…sarap..puro malls ang pinuntahan ko..nyarks…hongkong..gallera..ek plans that all went bust!

Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na….ha! buti nalang maayos…mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi…just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa…nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3…had a very difficult time sleeping coz I’m so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that’s one of the many things that I’ll miss when we move out…sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo…shiyet….there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true…i’m not saying this because we’re together but for real tlaga…have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he’ll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I’m not in bed he’ll get up from the bed and look for me…nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don’t ask him to, he’ll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so…

Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. huhuhuhu…. At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt’s house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na….wawa naman sya…puro drive ang ginawa….di man lang nag reklamo….

Saturday: hay salamt di family day…he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga…we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun…wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping….family habit….grocery once a month for our stuff naks…..he gave me the tour again of our ‘future village’ ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira…hmmmm pwede na pwede na…hehehe….di naman bawal mangarap e…we went to their house to drink with his siblings…naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon….since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya…binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid…special daw kse e..sweet naman…

today start of my new shift..430pm…well so far so good…i haven’t settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it’s a good shift or not…

i’m back! Just got back from a 3 day rest day…sarap..puro malls ang pinuntahan ko..nyarks…hongkong..gallera..ek plans that all went bust!

Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na….ha! buti nalang maayos…mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi…just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa…nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3…had a very difficult time sleeping coz I’m so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that’s one of the many things that I’ll miss when we move out…sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo…shiyet….there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true…i’m not saying this because we’re together but for real tlaga…have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he’ll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I’m not in bed he’ll get up from the bed and look for me…nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don’t ask him to, he’ll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so…

Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. huhuhuhu…. At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt’s house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na….wawa naman sya…puro drive ang ginawa….di man lang nag reklamo….

Saturday: hay salamt di family day…he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga…we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun…wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping….family habit….grocery once a month for our stuff naks…..he gave me the tour again of our ‘future village’ ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira…hmmmm pwede na pwede na…hehehe….di naman bawal mangarap e…we went to their house to drink with his siblings…naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon….since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya…binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid…special daw kse e..sweet naman…

today start of my new shift..430pm…well so far so good…i haven’t settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it’s a good shift or not…

i’m back! Just got back from a 3 day rest day…sarap..puro malls ang pinuntahan ko..nyarks…hongkong..gallera..ek plans that all went bust!

Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na….ha! buti nalang maayos…mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi…just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa…nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3…had a very difficult time sleeping coz I’m so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that’s one of the many things that I’ll miss when we move out…sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo…shiyet….there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true…i’m not saying this because we’re together but for real tlaga…have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he’ll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I’m not in bed he’ll get up from the bed and look for me…nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don’t ask him to, he’ll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so…

Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. huhuhuhu…. At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt’s house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na….wawa naman sya…puro drive ang ginawa….di man lang nag reklamo….

Saturday: hay salamt di family day…he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga…we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun…wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping….family habit….grocery once a month for our stuff naks…..he gave me the tour again of our ‘future village’ ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira…hmmmm pwede na pwede na…hehehe….di naman bawal mangarap e…we went to their house to drink with his siblings…naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon….since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya…binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid…special daw kse e..sweet naman…

today start of my new shift..430pm…well so far so good…i haven’t settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it’s a good shift or not…

Here is a sad song that I used to sing and listen to because I always thought that this was the theme song of my life….Its kinda sad Not all of us were blessed to have very good looks or a good life (moneyed and all) but hey! That is how life is….It sucks…Seems a bit cliche but ganun tlaga ohey! ….I learned the truth at seventeen…….nuninuninuninu…..

At Seventeen

by Janis Ian

I learned the truth at seventeen

That love was meant for beauty queens

And high school girls with clear skinned smiles

Who married young and then retired.

The valentines I never knew

The Friday night charades of youth

Were spent on one more beautiful

At seventeen I learned the truth.

And those of us with ravaged faces

Lacking in the social graces

Desperately remained at home

Inventing lovers on the phone

Who called to say come dance with me

and murmured vague obscenities

It isn’t all it seems

At seventeen.

A brown eyed girl in hand me downs

Whose name I never could pronounce

said, Pity please the ones who serve

They only get what they deserve.

The rich relationed hometown queen

she marries into what she needs

A guarantee of company

And haven for the elderly.

Remember those who win the game

Lose the love they sought to gain

Indebentures of quality

And dubious integrity.

Their small town eyes will gape at you

in dull surprise when payment due

Exceeds accounts received

At seventeen.

To those of us who know the pain

Of valentines that never came,

And those whose names were never called

When choosing sides for basketball.

It was long ago and far away

The world was younger than today

And dreams were all they gave for free

To ugly duckling girls like me.

We all play the game and when we dare

To cheat ourselves at solitaire

Inventing lovers on the phone

Repenting other lives unknown

That call and say, come dance with me

and murmur vague obscenities

At ugly girls like me

At seventeen.

so syempre sobrang updated to hindi ba….punyemas tamad na ko to the max..shiyet…

last saturday (october 18) we stayed in Discovery for Marc and Kitz’s “finally together” party…the party was ok…but we really didn’t mingle. we just stayed sa room and watched cable and ate syempre…..We went there with Mishka, Anna, Jerome and Adrian so that we can dress up there na and but whatever was needed for the party…it was an open party but your ticket so that you can go in is a bottle of either red wine or vodka or better yet bc! When we got there Ica and Nins were there na..dapat may balloons kaso di pumayag ang discovery kaya iniwan nalang sa car ni ica..wawa naman…sayang..good thing di lumipad yung car nya… from the hws anna, adrian, jerome and I were all in our hws clothes…in tagalog..naka pambahay pa! astig..naka rating ng discovery in tsinelas and butas butas na damit…akala ata squatter kme…hahaha….tamad pa kme maligo pagdating dun kaya ayun dumating na si vinca and pat (arriola) and we were still in our pamabahay clothes…after we took a bath, we went to podium to eat dinner at sitio…shit!we (adrian, jerome and I) were so famished!!!!! ayun si jeron kain karpintero ulet….we talked about what nasty stuff Kitz was spreading against me and Aids….tangina buti sana kung totoo da ba e hello puro figment ng kanyang imagination….before that kse when we were still in the hotel, anna, vince and I were talking with other people sa tabi and along the conversation ( i dunno kung paano nag bring up) bigla nalang sinabi ni vince na “oo nga e nagsasayang ka nga daw ng tubig sabe ni kitz..” Me naman, because of the noise wasn’t able to understand it kaya smile nalang ako tapos si Anna sabe nya ” Bels, totoo.” I just shrugged my shoulders since I wasn’t able to hear what Vince said kaya when we got back sa room I asked Anna about it and dun nya sa akin sinabi yung sinabi ni Vince….whaddafuck!!!!!! pota! if she was something to say dapat sa harap namin not behind our backs…just thinking about it makes me wanna make her sugod na…kaya after that incident Adrian decided (as in no buts na) that we should move out na daw. We were planning to move out mid november before my mom came home since my mom asked to go back sa house but this kinda speeded things up a bit…bwisit tlaga…At first I thought that she was ok but it turns out that she isn’t pala…para walang gulo and respeto nalang kay A since she was the one who referred us to her we’ll just go nalang with no rekalamo about the whole thing…bahala nalang sa kanya si lord…kaya ata nawala yung bag nya e…i know its masama for saying this and for wishing this to anyone but baka karma na din na nanakaw yung bag coz of the lies she was spreading against us….si jerome din aalis na kse sya din naiinis na but since wala pa syang work and money (walang pera pero may 2 gold cards sa wallet) kaya di pa sya makaalis…so teka….asan na ba ko sa wento ko???? A sa megamall after dinner, nag ikot ikot muna kme keber na may mga naghihintay sa amin coz kme nga bibili ng pulutan at cups (hehehe)…sale sa megamall pero wala naman ako mabili tsaka kse dame tao nabbwisit na ko sa init at gulo…after an hour or 2 of making ikot we bought the stuff na and went back to the room na…basta kme nila Adrian and jerome dun lang kme sa room and didnt; mingle coz bad trip na rin coz of what we discovered plus we really didn’t like the people…

tomorrow is my last day…due to some swap chorva I managed to get thursday to saturday off…tapos sunday baka 430pm na sked ko since that’s the date when the rotation will take place…yehey!….san kayao nice pumunta…hay my gadz di na ko magyaya sa mga friendsters ko at baka ma-disappoint nanamn ako no! hmph! (hint hint hint)..Adrian is thinking na we might go sa Tagaytay but we haven’t decided anything yet….bahala na…

shiyet over personal ako tengengot…makapag break na nga muna…..

Here is a sad song that I used to sing and listen to because I always thought that this was the theme song of my life….Its kinda sad Not all of us were blessed to have very good looks or a good life (moneyed and all) but hey! That is how life is….It sucks…Seems a bit cliche but ganun tlaga ohey! ….I learned the truth at seventeen…….nuninuninuninu…..

At Seventeen

by Janis Ian

I learned the truth at seventeen

That love was meant for beauty queens

And high school girls with clear skinned smiles

Who married young and then retired.

The valentines I never knew

The Friday night charades of youth

Were spent on one more beautiful

At seventeen I learned the truth.

And those of us with ravaged faces

Lacking in the social graces

Desperately remained at home

Inventing lovers on the phone

Who called to say come dance with me

and murmured vague obscenities

It isn’t all it seems

At seventeen.

A brown eyed girl in hand me downs

Whose name I never could pronounce

said, Pity please the ones who serve

They only get what they deserve.

The rich relationed hometown queen

she marries into what she needs

A guarantee of company

And haven for the elderly.

Remember those who win the game

Lose the love they sought to gain

Indebentures of quality

And dubious integrity.

Their small town eyes will gape at you

in dull surprise when payment due

Exceeds accounts received

At seventeen.

To those of us who know the pain

Of valentines that never came,

And those whose names were never called

When choosing sides for basketball.

It was long ago and far away

The world was younger than today

And dreams were all they gave for free

To ugly duckling girls like me.

We all play the game and when we dare

To cheat ourselves at solitaire

Inventing lovers on the phone

Repenting other lives unknown

That call and say, come dance with me

and murmur vague obscenities

At ugly girls like me

At seventeen.

so syempre sobrang updated to hindi ba….punyemas tamad na ko to the max..shiyet…

last saturday (october 18) we stayed in Discovery for Marc and Kitz’s “finally together” party…the party was ok…but we really didn’t mingle. we just stayed sa room and watched cable and ate syempre…..We went there with Mishka, Anna, Jerome and Adrian so that we can dress up there na and but whatever was needed for the party…it was an open party but your ticket so that you can go in is a bottle of either red wine or vodka or better yet bc! When we got there Ica and Nins were there na..dapat may balloons kaso di pumayag ang discovery kaya iniwan nalang sa car ni ica..wawa naman…sayang..good thing di lumipad yung car nya… from the hws anna, adrian, jerome and I were all in our hws clothes…in tagalog..naka pambahay pa! astig..naka rating ng discovery in tsinelas and butas butas na damit…akala ata squatter kme…hahaha….tamad pa kme maligo pagdating dun kaya ayun dumating na si vinca and pat (arriola) and we were still in our pamabahay clothes…after we took a bath, we went to podium to eat dinner at sitio…shit!we (adrian, jerome and I) were so famished!!!!! ayun si jeron kain karpintero ulet….we talked about what nasty stuff Kitz was spreading against me and Aids….tangina buti sana kung totoo da ba e hello puro figment ng kanyang imagination….before that kse when we were still in the hotel, anna, vince and I were talking with other people sa tabi and along the conversation ( i dunno kung paano nag bring up) bigla nalang sinabi ni vince na “oo nga e nagsasayang ka nga daw ng tubig sabe ni kitz..” Me naman, because of the noise wasn’t able to understand it kaya smile nalang ako tapos si Anna sabe nya ” Bels, totoo.” I just shrugged my shoulders since I wasn’t able to hear what Vince said kaya when we got back sa room I asked Anna about it and dun nya sa akin sinabi yung sinabi ni Vince….whaddafuck!!!!!! pota! if she was something to say dapat sa harap namin not behind our backs…just thinking about it makes me wanna make her sugod na…kaya after that incident Adrian decided (as in no buts na) that we should move out na daw. We were planning to move out mid november before my mom came home since my mom asked to go back sa house but this kinda speeded things up a bit…bwisit tlaga…At first I thought that she was ok but it turns out that she isn’t pala…para walang gulo and respeto nalang kay A since she was the one who referred us to her we’ll just go nalang with no rekalamo about the whole thing…bahala nalang sa kanya si lord…kaya ata nawala yung bag nya e…i know its masama for saying this and for wishing this to anyone but baka karma na din na nanakaw yung bag coz of the lies she was spreading against us….si jerome din aalis na kse sya din naiinis na but since wala pa syang work and money (walang pera pero may 2 gold cards sa wallet) kaya di pa sya makaalis…so teka….asan na ba ko sa wento ko???? A sa megamall after dinner, nag ikot ikot muna kme keber na may mga naghihintay sa amin coz kme nga bibili ng pulutan at cups (hehehe)…sale sa megamall pero wala naman ako mabili tsaka kse dame tao nabbwisit na ko sa init at gulo…after an hour or 2 of making ikot we bought the stuff na and went back to the room na…basta kme nila Adrian and jerome dun lang kme sa room and didnt; mingle coz bad trip na rin coz of what we discovered plus we really didn’t like the people…

tomorrow is my last day…due to some swap chorva I managed to get thursday to saturday off…tapos sunday baka 430pm na sked ko since that’s the date when the rotation will take place…yehey!….san kayao nice pumunta…hay my gadz di na ko magyaya sa mga friendsters ko at baka ma-disappoint nanamn ako no! hmph! (hint hint hint)..Adrian is thinking na we might go sa Tagaytay but we haven’t decided anything yet….bahala na…

shiyet over personal ako tengengot…makapag break na nga muna…..

so syempre sobrang updated to hindi ba….punyemas tamad na ko to the max..shiyet…

last saturday (october 18) we stayed in Discovery for Marc and Kitz’s “finally together” party…the party was ok…but we really didn’t mingle. we just stayed sa room and watched cable and ate syempre…..We went there with Mishka, Anna, Jerome and Adrian so that we can dress up there na and but whatever was needed for the party…it was an open party but your ticket so that you can go in is a bottle of either red wine or vodka or better yet bc! When we got there Ica and Nins were there na..dapat may balloons kaso di pumayag ang discovery kaya iniwan nalang sa car ni ica..wawa naman…sayang..good thing di lumipad yung car nya… from the hws anna, adrian, jerome and I were all in our hws clothes…in tagalog..naka pambahay pa! astig..naka rating ng discovery in tsinelas and butas butas na damit…akala ata squatter kme…hahaha….tamad pa kme maligo pagdating dun kaya ayun dumating na si vinca and pat (arriola) and we were still in our pamabahay clothes…after we took a bath, we went to podium to eat dinner at sitio…shit!we (adrian, jerome and I) were so famished!!!!! ayun si jeron kain karpintero ulet….we talked about what nasty stuff Kitz was spreading against me and Aids….tangina buti sana kung totoo da ba e hello puro figment ng kanyang imagination….before that kse when we were still in the hotel, anna, vince and I were talking with other people sa tabi and along the conversation ( i dunno kung paano nag bring up) bigla nalang sinabi ni vince na “oo nga e nagsasayang ka nga daw ng tubig sabe ni kitz..” Me naman, because of the noise wasn’t able to understand it kaya smile nalang ako tapos si Anna sabe nya ” Bels, totoo.” I just shrugged my shoulders since I wasn’t able to hear what Vince said kaya when we got back sa room I asked Anna about it and dun nya sa akin sinabi yung sinabi ni Vince….whaddafuck!!!!!! pota! if she was something to say dapat sa harap namin not behind our backs…just thinking about it makes me wanna make her sugod na…kaya after that incident Adrian decided (as in no buts na) that we should move out na daw. We were planning to move out mid november before my mom came home since my mom asked to go back sa house but this kinda speeded things up a bit…bwisit tlaga…At first I thought that she was ok but it turns out that she isn’t pala…para walang gulo and respeto nalang kay A since she was the one who referred us to her we’ll just go nalang with no rekalamo about the whole thing…bahala nalang sa kanya si lord…kaya ata nawala yung bag nya e…i know its masama for saying this and for wishing this to anyone but baka karma na din na nanakaw yung bag coz of the lies she was spreading against us….si jerome din aalis na kse sya din naiinis na but since wala pa syang work and money (walang pera pero may 2 gold cards sa wallet) kaya di pa sya makaalis…so teka….asan na ba ko sa wento ko???? A sa megamall after dinner, nag ikot ikot muna kme keber na may mga naghihintay sa amin coz kme nga bibili ng pulutan at cups (hehehe)…sale sa megamall pero wala naman ako mabili tsaka kse dame tao nabbwisit na ko sa init at gulo…after an hour or 2 of making ikot we bought the stuff na and went back to the room na…basta kme nila Adrian and jerome dun lang kme sa room and didnt; mingle coz bad trip na rin coz of what we discovered plus we really didn’t like the people…

tomorrow is my last day…due to some swap chorva I managed to get thursday to saturday off…tapos sunday baka 430pm na sked ko since that’s the date when the rotation will take place…yehey!….san kayao nice pumunta…hay my gadz di na ko magyaya sa mga friendsters ko at baka ma-disappoint nanamn ako no! hmph! (hint hint hint)..Adrian is thinking na we might go sa Tagaytay but we haven’t decided anything yet….bahala na…

shiyet over personal ako tengengot…makapag break na nga muna…..